Lonely

Feeling lonely when u don’t know why

I tried & I have cried

In the street of dopes

We jumped & couldn’t cope

Black skies, white lights shine over me

I hope everyone can look at what I see

The fucking city is creeping on me

& making me paranoid

The words last in my mind

& I hope u r alright

The people looking at each other

Like we were aliens

But they are all very good

To conceal the truth

To make it happen

We must run away

From the darkness

I love u

I was thinking about u now,
Rmbering all the rain soaked days & nights
It snowing outside
& i miss the warmth of your hug


We chatted for hours of 
Everything from Love to Politics
&then u would seal my lips
 & plant a lovely kiss


& I'm sry i don't take the time to say "I Love u"


Sitting on the dead bed
If there is anything I would like to change
Abt the way i've wanting to say "i Love u"


So i'm writing this song on the eve
When i lost everything including my will to run
If u think it makes no Perfect sense
I was here to make amends so i finished just a song to say "I love u"

Dreams

I was sleeping in the night      

& it all felt alright

& everything was really quiet

I just dreamt

Plane flying over my head

They’r dropping BOMB on my bed

Television fucked my mate

& We r to follow

Who the hell is Obama ? J

I didn’t kill any Osama.

How can U “WIN a War”

I don’t understand

She is making Sure

We all get the cure

& she is the one

Making everyone run

When she wakes up

The world seems to smile

When she sleeps

Everything seems alright

When she hold ur hand

U don’t stand any chance

The urge to fight

Or to hold her tight

Where'she

Alcohol & cigarette in my bag
I think u r running out of gas
The world is small & u will be gone
So i make sure i turn u on


I am making up the tune of my lyf 
alive
I am sry if it doesn't feature u in B/w
The world is turning & i am becoming
the moron of the past


She's confused again
She's the one in pain
I dunno wnat her to change
& she needs my help


She's hold her phone like
Thats the last thing
but i want u to know if everything is bleak


I'll always be there for u  

6 cms Apart

Looking at the coffemaker, i see its broken
i stare at my room, its a complete mess
my lyf without u is just another case
we r only             6 cms apart
Do u remeber the way, u came down the hallway
to see me into a foreign land
You held my hand, u kissed my head
its gonna be all OK

The fights were short coz u loved me
 than anything everything u ever wore
i would sit by to see u sleep
The bat would doze & the sun would rise
we would be on merryland
I would wake u up  & u would say
:- "Hello i love you "
& really that made my day

The prof goes in & out
but my head is out of mind
u thought kp coming fast
i would wait patiently for the evening
where r we going out ???
u would dress for an hour or so
& u would really glow
everyone turn to see
i think i am glee

But when see ur pic now
what has changed i cannot fathom
do u even know me
drugs, alcohol & ciggarette had made me a hollow shell of myself
I dunno want to tell but i think its important that u know
"U were the first & only one, who made me special who made me glance
at all the things of all my life i would always love your smile"

Welcome Home

Hordes if people look on
singing & laughing , holding each other tight
I am walking alone
The snow fills up my body and mind
i am deprived of love that never
went out of sight
so when the moments come & go
i think all i want is to say
Where r u ?

are u standing in the line
the people around u r crying
coz she has enough she use to share
now its no use trying
holding a picture of some demon in your heart
will rage a war
u can let it slip
but i tell give it a miss

the bridge is burning on the other side
i think i am ready to fight
for u & everything i everything i ever wanted
maybe i met u for one small second
but i can turn it into a lifetime :)

Words escape my minds the letter fall aplomb
give my love a hand gun
i would surely press the trigger coz i know u can't
i am notgoing to heaven .... Hell is what i want

Greedy U

I walk the path less travelled
see the grass growing out of time
they made fences on the other side
we can't even talk loud
The wall are high the street lead nowhere now
they created mystical thing called Boundaries
they started the war but ended all, of our
Humanity

We r all born same & equal
the status quo is the one to die for
all the nation is a big fucking mess
they watch porn in co0ngress
if i say anything more
they put me in bar there goes the dream

If u  hug her in the street
the police come rushing as if its apartheid
Am i stoned or am i drunk ????
the hangover is making me numb

LeaVinG

My bags r packed
I'm ready to go
& there is nothing else for me to show,
The life is right
I'm up all night
I know u have been waiting

I turned a corner
I watched u cry
waited for the moment till it was dry
Time stood still
against every one's will
I m leaving

I'm insomniac in the rage of life
I live everyday stand up & fight
i see the world its jeopardized
Are we going to make it bigger in size

MAM

Waking her up            

At 8 o’ clock              

On a chilly Sunday morning               

She received a call                            

From Heilongjiang                          

& I m sure she’s smiling               

Still in her sleep                           

She hears a beep                       

& someone saying Hello               

Who‘s this??                                

I hope it ain’t another miss             

Coz the line is really troubling         

He is crying out so loud                           

It’s like a bombshell up in the cloud         

Who the hell will he tell?            

The one that pain & everything in b/w that sells   

He is Everyone’s fucking fear                     

He is the one that close & dear                   

The patron of the Insane                          

He can’t be Arnold Lane                         

Nobody held his hand, when he was stoned                      

If u ever heard his playing u won’t groan                           

He was the god of all the strings                                        

He could kick some balls & he could sing                          

Sitting under some big tree                                             

He would write & writ unless he is free                

Looking at the world from his wide sees              

He’d say “U r so fucked up that I couldn’t even preach”  

Coz I am the St.Sion of the world                          

I am the one who makes my calls                        

It’s so hypocritical                       

We r so Metaphysical               

Running away from life when we grow old            

It like a search for some bloody Gold                   

I won’t say a thing tonight                                    

I just want to hold u TIGHT                 

I think i will stop here

Wary from the day work

Sitting numb in the room
Its like a crucifixation from the war of Waterloo
The cleaners sound humming like a hero of the past
The people scream the game has just begun

The pains soars through the body
The aching mind says F.O.D
The signs r very clear & i am unaware
The pop up kps coming fast & i think it will last
when everything is just another mile away


When i look in your eye, i feel top of the world
A smile on your face is like an Apple of eden
& now oh boy i couldn't wait to see u
I hope that u always knew

The soul comes out the heart & to see me
It just another world of blasphemy
The unrelenting pain we shudder on each other
Is just like a pin prick in your chest

I can't go on wreathing in pain
I am the one who's crying out in shame
It's me who u want to hold on & love
Just close ur eyes & ask ur fear
I think i wl stop here

Mind

Therapy can make u go only so far
The mind can play tricks on u
So be aware
You've got to decide yourself
What's right & what's Wrong
U can't keep blaming others if that is what u want

Don't let the bastards fool u
Coz they r all confused
Buying a thing with loan is to me like
"Think of a Dragon, Eat a Cannon"

It will never get u Far

So be Insane in your mind &
go do what u like
They don't have the right to say but
U can surely obliged


So be Insane in your mind &
go do what u like
They don't have the right to say but
U can surely obliged

The thing is that u have your

MIND

With or without u

Looking up in the sky                    
The white brown waves merges           
Like a wave in the sea                  
Smoke coming out unfaltered           
A cloud above my head                     
Sporadic crackers burn all night       


When i call u its coz             
I want to talk to u                
I call u from 6000 Light years Away             
& u think its no good that u can hear my voice     


Flushed all the memories
Burned down my dreams
Its as if i am in a dream
With or without U ????


The seizure come fast
I think it will last
Till the day i search
& find & feel good

Acoustica

SHE WENT INTO THE NIGHT
PACKING HER WAY
I JUST MADE ROOM FOR HER
SO THAT I COULD SAY


THE DAYS WERE LONG 
REALLY TIRESOME
BUT I DON'T SAY 
THE THINGS I NEED TO 


BUT WHEN I SEE U
I FORGET EVERYTHING 
THE MORTAL LIFE IN B/W ME & U


THE SMILE ON YOUR FACE
MAKES A THOUSAND HEART RATE
& I KNOW IT'S TRUE


i LOVE U






I SLEEP AT NIgHT
THINKING ABT TOMORROW
I HOPE U LET ME IN YOUR SORROW


I DON'T WANT A THING
ALL I WANT IS U
SO JUST TELL ME
WHEN ITS TIME TO LET GO


BUT WHEN I SEE U
I FORGET EVERYTHING 
THE MORTAL LIFE IN B/W ME & U


THE SMILE ON YOUR FACE
MAKES A THOUSAND HEART RATE
& I KNOW IT'S TRUE


i LOVE U

Teen Bumps

She gots a big dream
Of this lovely Life
She plays around
& she's really quiet

She met a guy outside
Who has a lovely smile
A hypocritical Life
& a deadly Lie

This is when she made the mistake of letting him go too far
She's only 16 u know Coz there's no bar

It was her first love
& she thought it didn't matter much
Of the consequences
& the delibration of it all

She bulged out, He bolted off without a trace
& then again she would have to show the world her face
The people came thick & fast coz
"Its a SOCIAL NUISANCE"
Who the hell would stand beside her
"Not even her parents"

So she prayed to God
Please take away the Pain
And she also knows it
180 Days away

So then she took a pill
But she can't pay the bill
The world came to an end
But she can't make amend

88 - A look at the 21st Century Life

I was born in 88                          

When the sun was in shade         

Everything Amazed                     

& I was there                         

They told me what to do         

They told me Where to go      

They taught us what to say     

& what a shame                        

They hate us for being the one we ought to be                               

Television had made you into another raging machines                   

Selling things that we can’t buy                                                             

Making more & more lies                                                         

We toiled day & night

We fought & were denied

To make another stance

Against the Gods

We were born all free

& I hope u could see

A world without “RESERVATIONS”

& infamous Hypocrisy

They hate us for being the one we ought to be

Media had turned you into another raging machine

Selling things that we can’t buy, coming in debt & thinking that’s alright

Making more & more lies …. You r out of your mind    

The LIGHT is in your hand                         

You can put It off or u can stand     

I don’t want to listen                         

To your point…..  coz I know u r right 

So don’t wear it out plz …  :)